Random Sentiments 1: While making the Ethnographic Study, August 8-13, 2011

It’s really difficult to work with people who don’t use their heads. Their external demeanor express worry about the things which need concern but inside, they don’t think of ways to solve it.

Ah, just like my group mates! They look so worried and ask what they could do to help in our project, but at the end, they don’t contribute something. I’m the one who accomplishes the work instead!!!

What’s more annoying is that they don’t know much about English grammar and vocabulary. Now, I’m kind of someone who checks their writings : /

Honestly, I really hate to fill their duties & I’d like to scold them harshly. However, I’m just controlling myself to avoid fights. If I could just express what I really feel, they’d definitely think I’m very bad.

But to scold them would teach them a lesson! Because they are not scolded, they remain thinking that what they’re doing is right although truthfully, it’s very wrong. They’re too immature to realize what is good and what is bad. They think they know a lot about a life because they experienced lots of things compared to me (because I stay at home almost always) but they’re still very immature!

Honestly too, not that my pride is too great, but I don’t really like to be with people who are dumb—people who don’t know how to use/rarely use their brain at all! They make my blood boil! As I am a person who thinks deeply to study and solve something, I loathe people who hate racking their brains, who depend on other people to solve their problems!

They’re too immature and they just think about their own happiness. They only like the bright side of life! When problems strike them, they easily wither and become stagnant. They don’t think of ways to solve their worries! If they look for ways, they still depend on other people. They cannot work alone!

Song lyrics!!

These are from wonderful songs I frequently lisen to. They're old songs but totally meaningful!

Whatever the reason you are, so stuck in my heart, like counting a million stars, for that many reasons you are.

When the moon disappears forever, and the sun shines electric blue; and the mountains and trees tumble into the sea to rest there for eternity; No matter what you do, I will still love you.

If some sad song of love you hear can make you call my name, I will be there in a minute

& you know I'll feel the same.

The Real Me

I’m extremely busy with my school works but I found a little bit of time for this…

I found a book about Handwriting Analysis in my university library while I was looking for books related to my homework. I looked through it as I was curious of what my handwriting tells about me. So here is the Analysis I found: It’s really TRUE of me!!

“The writer of a small middle hand zone with medium width doesn’t much care what others think of her. She is more intellectual than social and content to spend long periods on her own, concentrating on the things that interest her. She works well under pressure, especially when small details are important.

She seems modest, but her unassertive behavior stems, at least partially, from lowered self-confidence. She recognizes her limits in social situations and her manner is restrained around other people.”

Be Truthful

I’ve never been in a relationship before but there’s a thing that I should say to boyfriend-girlfriend couples, especially those who think they’ll marry each other eventually. This thing must be considered by both; they must do this.

The only thing I want to tell them is to act truthfully while still in that level. Whatever one feels, he/she must show it! Whatever his/her real personality is, he/she must show it! No pretentions! Pretentions are very harmful!

From real life stories, I noticed that couples separate/divorce because they just discovered the “real personality” of the person they loved and trusted after they married. Then, they say that they made a wrong decision — obviously, that leads to a sad ending : (

There are persons who act pretentiously while they are just in the BF-GF relationship level. For example, this boy/girl was very kind, caring, understanding, and always promising sweet things to their “loved one” when they were still in that level. But when they got married, that same boy/girl would hit, nag, torture, not care at all, and would just say regrets and bad things. How saddening! One thinks that “this is the right guy/girl for me because he/she is blah, blah, blah…”, but it turns out after marriage that he/she has entered hell.

So, you who reads this, whether you’re a guy or girl and you are in a BF-GF relationship, act the way you REALLY are! If you get angry with your boyfriend/girlfriend, do the things that you usually do when you get angry. If you are not caring at all, show that you are not caring. If you disagree with your partner, tell him/her. If you don’t want to come with him/her, tell your reason why you won’t. By being REAL, you’ll know whether your partner loves you unconditionally, whether he/she really understands and is fair with you. To know someone accepts all your good and bad traits/sides, and loves you truthfully and completely for who and what you are, is extremely moving and will really give you the feeling like you are in Heaven!!

Again, I say BE TRUTHFUL to the one you love ♥

However, there are more things I want to say about Love. Judging what I written above, there are many lacking things. I’d tell those “lacking things in my next post because I’ll handle my school works first : )

Let’s Support and Help our President, Not Criticize!

July 25- State of the Nation Address of Philippine Pres. Benigno Aquino III

I think the President of Philippines has done well. It’s poor of him to receive much criticism from activists.

Those people just want to feel instant good change. They don’t understand that making a great change in just a year is easy.

Won’t they just think about helping him? What’s hard here in Philippines is that people always criticize the government.

If they want instant change, they must act, like helping poor people in their own initiative, or organizing livelihood programs!

That will make a change. Those are more helpful since those will make people to be more productive, than just organizing rallies on streets to scream out their grievances.

They must not wait for the government to act. They must act themselves before they criticize.

They must just criticize if the government is starting to be dishonest! Actually, the gov’t is still honest this time!

And is it government’s fault that prices of goods are increasing continually? It isn’t! Prices of goods increase worldwide simultaneously! It’s the business-owners’ faults because they want to gain profit!

P.S. If we, Filipinos, want Philippines to improve, we must help each other — and helping each other means also helping the government! Being a President is definitely not an easy job so we must understand if he cannot change Philippines in just a year!

If MBLAQ's Yang Seung Ho will be my boyfriend ...

If SeungHo would be my boyfriend, I’ll love & treat him very well unconditionally & endlessly. I love him indescribably extremely much right now, how much more if we’d become a love pair? I’ll always be the most genuine, devoted, humble, simple, trustworthy, reliable, understanding, appreciative, considerate, kind, supportive, patient, thankful, contented, not demanding, blissful, caring, & loving girlfriend to him. I’d call him through an endearing nickname only for him (already have several in my mind). I’d cook a lot of food for him—anything he wants, I’d cook it. If he has problems, I’d listen & help him solve it in any way I can. I’ll always be the shoulder he surely can lean on at the sad times of his life. I’ll make him happy (although I think my sense of humor doesn’t work on all people)… I’ll also be the one he will laugh with (or laugh at) on the happy days. In short, I’ll be there for him always, anytime, anywhere!! ). I won’t just be someone who tells him those sweet words for I’ll do all that I say! I’ll do all my best for him!!

I’ll keep our relationship private for our own good. When he makes it public, that’s the only time I’ll openly talk about it to my friends (but not boast). I’ve always been a humble person so I’ll keep that trait of mine even though MBLAQ’s SeungHo is my boyfriend. I’ll only shout out my love for him when I’m in a place with few/no people or no one knows about him. I’m not a materialistic person so obviously, I’ll not demand a lot of things from him. I only need his 1000% genuine love (but will not be demanding if he’s busy). I’ll also be the girlfriend who’ll teach him to become a better person—I’d probably teach him house chores! (Poor darling!) I’d not be the kind of girlfriend who’ll always submit to her boyfriend’s authority. If he does something wrong, I’d correct him (I’d scold him either gently or harshly, depending on the degree of how bad his deed is). As an advocate of fairness in everything, if I do wrong, he can do that to me, too, of course! Etcetera!! ~

Wherever he goes, my love is there, as it is written on the wind and in the air we breathe… I’ll do everything to make our relationship stronger and alive eternally and endlessly. I’ll make it grow every second! I won’t just be someone who tells him those sweet words for I’ll do all that I say! I’ll do all my best for him!! I hope he will do the same!