Random Sentiments 1: While making the Ethnographic Study, August 8-13, 2011

It’s really difficult to work with people who don’t use their heads. Their external demeanor express worry about the things which need concern but inside, they don’t think of ways to solve it.

Ah, just like my group mates! They look so worried and ask what they could do to help in our project, but at the end, they don’t contribute something. I’m the one who accomplishes the work instead!!!

What’s more annoying is that they don’t know much about English grammar and vocabulary. Now, I’m kind of someone who checks their writings : /

Honestly, I really hate to fill their duties & I’d like to scold them harshly. However, I’m just controlling myself to avoid fights. If I could just express what I really feel, they’d definitely think I’m very bad.

But to scold them would teach them a lesson! Because they are not scolded, they remain thinking that what they’re doing is right although truthfully, it’s very wrong. They’re too immature to realize what is good and what is bad. They think they know a lot about a life because they experienced lots of things compared to me (because I stay at home almost always) but they’re still very immature!

Honestly too, not that my pride is too great, but I don’t really like to be with people who are dumb—people who don’t know how to use/rarely use their brain at all! They make my blood boil! As I am a person who thinks deeply to study and solve something, I loathe people who hate racking their brains, who depend on other people to solve their problems!

They’re too immature and they just think about their own happiness. They only like the bright side of life! When problems strike them, they easily wither and become stagnant. They don’t think of ways to solve their worries! If they look for ways, they still depend on other people. They cannot work alone!

Song lyrics!!

These are from wonderful songs I frequently lisen to. They're old songs but totally meaningful!

Whatever the reason you are, so stuck in my heart, like counting a million stars, for that many reasons you are.

When the moon disappears forever, and the sun shines electric blue; and the mountains and trees tumble into the sea to rest there for eternity; No matter what you do, I will still love you.

If some sad song of love you hear can make you call my name, I will be there in a minute

& you know I'll feel the same.

The Real Me

I’m extremely busy with my school works but I found a little bit of time for this…

I found a book about Handwriting Analysis in my university library while I was looking for books related to my homework. I looked through it as I was curious of what my handwriting tells about me. So here is the Analysis I found: It’s really TRUE of me!!

“The writer of a small middle hand zone with medium width doesn’t much care what others think of her. She is more intellectual than social and content to spend long periods on her own, concentrating on the things that interest her. She works well under pressure, especially when small details are important.

She seems modest, but her unassertive behavior stems, at least partially, from lowered self-confidence. She recognizes her limits in social situations and her manner is restrained around other people.”

Be Truthful

I’ve never been in a relationship before but there’s a thing that I should say to boyfriend-girlfriend couples, especially those who think they’ll marry each other eventually. This thing must be considered by both; they must do this.

The only thing I want to tell them is to act truthfully while still in that level. Whatever one feels, he/she must show it! Whatever his/her real personality is, he/she must show it! No pretentions! Pretentions are very harmful!

From real life stories, I noticed that couples separate/divorce because they just discovered the “real personality” of the person they loved and trusted after they married. Then, they say that they made a wrong decision — obviously, that leads to a sad ending : (

There are persons who act pretentiously while they are just in the BF-GF relationship level. For example, this boy/girl was very kind, caring, understanding, and always promising sweet things to their “loved one” when they were still in that level. But when they got married, that same boy/girl would hit, nag, torture, not care at all, and would just say regrets and bad things. How saddening! One thinks that “this is the right guy/girl for me because he/she is blah, blah, blah…”, but it turns out after marriage that he/she has entered hell.

So, you who reads this, whether you’re a guy or girl and you are in a BF-GF relationship, act the way you REALLY are! If you get angry with your boyfriend/girlfriend, do the things that you usually do when you get angry. If you are not caring at all, show that you are not caring. If you disagree with your partner, tell him/her. If you don’t want to come with him/her, tell your reason why you won’t. By being REAL, you’ll know whether your partner loves you unconditionally, whether he/she really understands and is fair with you. To know someone accepts all your good and bad traits/sides, and loves you truthfully and completely for who and what you are, is extremely moving and will really give you the feeling like you are in Heaven!!

Again, I say BE TRUTHFUL to the one you love ♥

However, there are more things I want to say about Love. Judging what I written above, there are many lacking things. I’d tell those “lacking things in my next post because I’ll handle my school works first : )